Tulip by Mary Wilkins

(After ‘Flower in the park by Georgi’ aged 9)

Everything had been swept away

in the divorce, right down to the teaspoons.

Drawers halved in weight,

and hands found empty spaces

where silver should have been.

Her friends gathered up the pieces gently,

as though she might still

cut herself on them.

They walked with her by the sea,

where broken shells

collected in the tide

like small pale knuckles.

And along the outskirts of the forest,

where the trees bent willingly

to the west coast wind.

She always listened to them,

the long groan of branches,

the salt-heavy air moving inland,

but still it wasn’t enough.

Her friends deserved extravagant things:

green stones cold from riverbeds

and velvet boxes that clicked shut softly.

Not the discarded homes of hermits,

not sea-glass and driftwood,

not the small surviving mementoes

she kept dropping into their hands.

But even so, she offered what she could:

a tulip grown over six months,

watched from the kitchen window.

And when the flower finally opened,

her friends touched the petals carefully.

They placed it in water by the sink

where the evening light could reach it.

Days later, she returned

and found it still there,

leaning toward the window,

water freshly changed,

beside chipped blue mugs.